Project I'm a prick...

Grenaib: Seriously..
Grenaib: I don't know how much longer I can last.
Grenaib: Blood seeping down my arm..
Grenaib: Draining into a crystalline glass..
Grenaib: I'll drink it, swish it, swallow it down
Grenaib: It's almost time for me to drown
Grenaib: When that time comes, be prepared
Grenaib: Don't be scared, just be prepared
Grenaib: You will lose me, forever-more
Grenaib: I won't ever, knock at your door
Grenaib: The time has come
Grenaib: To say good-bye
Grenaib: Look up towards the sky
Grenaib: I will wave Hi
Grenaib: When looking down from pearly clouds
Grenaib: Until I get sent to the gates of hell
Grenaib: Where forevermore, I doth dwell

Three thousand miles away..
I wait and wait, for that day
When the return of the white one comes
When the return of the white one comes
It won't happen now, not for days
The White one will return, and will be praised
I will never be home, never be home
When I am all alone
When I am all alone

I love the way it feels to be
The one who smells like chocolate tea
It smells like fruity free and tree
The chocolate tea is good for me
It gives me lots of cav-i-ties
I love the taste of cho-co-late tea

Feel free to be me.

I WILL BE THE VIGILANCE THAT THIS WORLD HAS SOUGHT FOR AGES.

Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?
Why do people always expect me to fix their computers?

But, I love computers, so it's no big deal. I am just bitching so that I had something to post about.

These last few days have been very uneventful. I am finally getting Trigun on Wednesday, which I am extremely excited about. I am sure you can guess who I'm getting it from, too. Uh huh, fuckin' right! Well, anyway, this weekend I think I'm going to go shopping and get my hair cut, which will be nice. After I get it cut, I want to dye it. I haven't colored my hair in such a long time, it's preposterous. I used to do it quite often; pink, blond, blue, red, etc. I always had my hair a different color.

Bleh... last night Zack stayed the night, and we were up talking until about 5:30am. It was a blast, though. I haven't talked with that kid for that long in a while... it's been a long, long while. We played Halo, Morrowind, and, of course, were chillin' on-line. It was uber-fun. I only let him smoke two of my cigarettes, considering I had gotten the pack about four hours earlier and needed them to last me a few days. They've lasted me almost two days now; go me! I need to hang out with Sean again. That kid is always so busy; his girlfriend, the Marines, work, college, etc. He's always doing other things. I don't mind, though; he has responsibilities, after all. He has things he needs to do in his life in order to even be able to do other things. He needs to work for gas, go to college because he pays for it, and go and see his girlfriend because it makes him happy. Oh, and the Marines... well, that's his own thing, there.

I am going to end this post with this: I am a pathological liar. So, don't mind me.

Just kidding... or am I?

-Abe-

Aib: "I need to make these smokes last, dude."
Zack: "I tried to make that cigarette last, dude, but I guess I blacked out and when I came to I realized it was gone."

Aib: "Dude... there's no salsa left."
Zack: "I realized that once the chip was in my mouth."

Aib: "Ouch!"
Zack: "What'd you do?"
Aib: "I got my beard caught in the chair, dude."

-On a sleepless night...

I'll smoke my cigarettes while I type this out.

The Lord of the Rings... rules ass!

-Aib-

Spain... along with the rest of the world... is fucked.

We will probably all die in some huge nuclear explosion; North Korea will be the only survivors. We all know they've been working on "secrets" for years now--way before Vietnam even started were they creating weapons of destruction--weapons beyond anybody's capability to comprehend, aside from the creators.

We will die. I will live my last days in frustration born of burdens.

*lights up a smoke*

I do still have a few things yet to enjoy in my life. Now, where's that woman I saw earlier...

-Abe-

Movies:
Had been watching: The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
Is currently watching: Girl, Interrupted
Will be watching: The Mists of Avalon

Music:
Had been listening to: Placebo, Vast, and Hedwig
Is currently listening to: The audio from Girl, Interrupted
Will be listening to: The audio from Girl, Interrupted--followed by a healthy dosage of The Mists of Avalon's audio

I'm everyone's favorite,
-Abe

On my desk:
a cup of pencils
a can of pepsi
a compact-disc holder
a portable cd player
a cup of strawberry kool-aid
a paper towel
a black bic lighter
a video-game magazine: Game Informer
a black circular ashtray
a Hewlett Packard Deskjet 722C (Color) Printer
a ViewSonic MultiMedia Series M50 Monitor
Finding Nemo
Nothing To Lose
Tribes 2
Aspirin
Windex
Two mix-CDs
RCA Television Remote Control
CyberHome DVD Player Remote Control
Two Altec Lansing Speakers
Camel Filters

It's the only way to tell who I am,
-Abe

Today was so badass. Well, I guess yesterday was, because now it's 1:40am and the awesome day has passed. To start things off, I got something from Emilie. She sent me the Donnie Darko CD and NERDS! I love nerds. But, Zack and Jon attempted to purloin them from me. I was going to be them severely for it but, since they are my friends, I shared.

Later on, we got Sean over. We sat around for a while and played Halo, smoked cigarettes, and drank soda. We actually played Halo on my 61" Widescreen. It was very entertaining, considering I own all of my friends at the game. I own them badly. So, after we were done with Halo, we went for a ride to Jon's house, so that we could get the rest of his weapons and his camcorder. We also picked up Return to Oz, which we haven't watched yet. Tomorrow, we probably will. And, on another note, while we were out we stopped by a Speedway. Whilst in the Speedway, Zack and Jon purloined many candy bars for all of us. We got a Nestle Crunch, some Snickers, and a few Hershey S'mores.

Once back at my house, we sat down for a minute, and just decided to chill. After a bit, we went outside and started warming up for Jon's TBF. It was badass. Sean and I started off with the foam bokkens and, we were doing very well against each other. Sean is a very skilled opponent. So, after we were all warmed up, the fighting commenced.

The first battle was Jon against Zack. It wasn't very intense, considering Zack isn't very good at fighting and, Jon didn't really want to hurt anyone (by this time we were using real bokkens--you know, the wooden kind). Jon ended up defeating Zack. I wonder if Zack was disappointed but, who cares, right?

The second battle was Jon against Sean. It was rather funny because, Jon hasn't fought many people and, he practices Eiaido, which is, to practice swordsmanship alone. But, the thing is, Sean has been fighting other people for years. He is very skilled. During the battle, Sean totally defeated his opponent.

Let's skip through the battles and just go to Sean and myself:

In this battle... this battle was spectacular. The two best fighters of our group going head-to-head in a sword-to-sword battle. We stepped up to each other, said our regards and, took our stances. The music played. The moment had become very intense when suddenly Sean drew his sword and swung at me. I quickly drew mine and blocked, side-stepped, and slashed at his right flank. My blow was struck aside by Sean's ever-ready bokken. We both stepped back and started circling each other. It was obvious by now that whoever made the first mistake would lose this battle. I made the next move. I swung towards Sean's left shoulder and, as I was close enough to think it a hit, he brought his bokken up just in time. But, as I thought he would have guessed, it was just a faint. I quickly reversed my bokken and made a stab at his gut. But, once again, he was ready. My sword was thrown aside. Now, it was coming down to the line and, neither of us were yet winded. The next few steps were crucial. Sean came in. He slashed sideways at me and, I stood on my toes and spun around to avoid the blow. I came around slashing, throwing his arms open wide enough for me to get the next blow in. I slashed, he blocked but, in the act, lost his balance. He tumbled to the ground. I was immediately on top of him, slashing his back and, giving the final blow that would end the match between Sean and myself. He did the honorable thing and commited sepukku.

By this time I had won all of my matches; I was the victor of the day. Never before with this group had things been so intense. This was a moment of victory for all of us. I owe my allegiance to Team Salmon. They owe their allegiance to each other and, to me, as well.

Today was a great day.

-Aib

Today... is Friday. As if you already didn't know.

Well, I have Jon and Zack over right now and, we're watching Cowboy Bebop and downloading BLOCK-PORN. Later on today we will most likely fight and, if needed, scrounge for extra weapons. Jonathon brought hos Bokkens and other weapons over but, he didn't bring all of them. I wish he would have.

Sean will be stopping by later but, no James. James says he wants to stay home and "rest." And, by rest, he means be online the entire time. When Sean comes over, we'll probably fight for a while with him and, most likely go out for coffee afterwards. I'm not too sure. We all have money so, it won't be a problem where we go.

Cowboy Bebop is so awesome... my Emilie bought it for me. She's badass.

Well, I am going to log off, for now. I will probably be on mIRC if anyone needs me. Or, just messager me:

MSN: senat0rx@hotmail.com
AIM: aiborjesus, grenaib, whiteythefiend

What consumes me,
-Aib